I still wonder…

I wonder if you are sitting up there somewhere
And feeling helpless
when you can’t seem to say
that you still care.

I wonder if you think ever of me
Wonder if you can still see me
I wonder if the fireworks in the sky,
The flowers, the music make you miss me…

I wonder if you talk aloud too
In the hope that I will somehow hear
I wonder if you scream out my name
And burst out in tears, cos you know it’s a waste…

Custard apples, coffee and cream
chocolate brownies and those million dreams
I still wonder if you remember them all
And if you too regret this mighty fall…

I wonder if you too pine to tell me
All those things that make you bleed from within
I wonder if you have any friends up there
Who’ll tell you that someday we’ll meet again

I hope you are safe
wherever you are
And I pray that someday
You will try and move on.